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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Hell in a handbasket?

What a day... I picked up some booze at the liquor store and bought some cigarettes from the gas station all in one day! I don't think that I can say I have ever done that before? The only thing I could have done to "complete" the trend was to buy porn and gamble?! It is kinda ironic actually. I was picking up the cigarettes for a friend on the way over to her house, and I actually had to call her to remind me what brand to buy.... then I guessed wrong, and when she called me when I got to my car I had to turn around and return the pack for a different one... the guys behind the counter looked at me like "is she for real" I had to laugh to myself! I just think it has been one interesting day? I feel like I am just a beat off the last couple of days... I don't know what that is all about, but I am just getting through it. I have a couple of post graduation plans on the table, and it is really kinda stresing me out that I don't know which way I am leaning! A friend of mine is moving to Lehi in a couple of weeks and desperately wants me to come live with her, but I just don't know if that is what is really best for me? I was talking to a couple of people I work with and they say that I should stay on at my intership, cause they know that they would definately hire me on... and she also has a sweet summer living arrangement that she might be able to hook me up with... but I just don't know where I "should" be. I guess that is where the prayer/pondering come in... but that just takes so much time and energy...and even still the answer doesn't always jump out at you(couldn't there just be a cystal ball with all the answers) well I guess I already know the answer to that one... guess I will just have to do it the hard way...

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