12/17/2006

Surprise, it's no surprise at all
just a matter of time till you took the next fall
despite the resolve that you've felt time to time
like a cancer "it" weakened and faltered your mind
pretentious displays were a front which to hide
the hurt little child that is found deep inside
pushed away all reminders till it left you alone
momentary reprieve in mixed sounds, beats, and tones
the loneliness settles in the midst of the crowd
superficial acquaintances were the only ones found
still a longing remains for something that's real
turning back to the predictable pain just to feel